GRAVITY SEES ME AS A LIABILITY

 foxaroo said: You can do it girl, stay strong. I know the feels about having a panic attack at a concert. Don’t know if you remember my of monsters and men freak out story. At least I didn’t get something taken :( sorry to hear that

Thank you, sweet girl. Yeah. It was just awful. I hate we both had to go through that. 

so. that was the worst experience of my life. which is super depressing and gives me even more anxiety because it was during a paramore concert. someone stole my phone out of my back pocket. 

i dropped to the ground and tried to look for it for like 10 minutes. while being on the ground i had the worst panic attack of my life. i eventually had to get out of the pit because i couldn’t breathe.

over a fucking phone

i don’t give a shit. that was my phone. i’m so upset i missed hayley though. it was literally the second she walked on stage someone took it. theres no way it fell out of my pocket because i literally looked everywhere on he ground and it was the second it was gone. i put it in my pocket hayley came on stage then i went to get my phone and it was gone.  not even 2 seconds went by and it was gone. i went to the bathroom and had an even worse panic attack . thought i was dying, not even over exaggerating. this girl walked in and was like “are you on acid?” hahaha made me smile. but the attack lasted 45 minutes. FORTY FIVE FUCKING MINUTES OF ME NOT BEING ABLE TO BREATHE. I can’t believe it. okay. not gonna cut. pray for my strength.